Where did it all go wrong?

I do't know ...

I put on 1lb this week, I'm stumped, apart from being naught and eating chocolate pancakes I've stayed well below my points, I really thought I'd sts or loose at least 0.5lb. I really cant believe it. I had such a bad day at work yesterday and when I got on the scales and they showed a gain I almost started crying!
I'm devastated!

I really think I'm going to struggle with the plan for a bit as I'm feeling very stressed out with work lately, it's really bringing me down and weight watchers is the last thing on my mind at the moment ....

I hope I can get myself back together soon xxx

Bad Week!

It's been a bit of a bad week this week in terms of weight watchers, I think it's cos I such a good week last week, I guess I can only behave myself for so long. I've been feeling really hungry all the time and this weekend was particularly bad, I kept wanting to eat pancakes with chocolate sauce and ended up giving in twice (once on Friday and once on Sunday) I dont know how bad the damage is, I tried to pull it back yesterday and today, but I'm not sure if it has worked or not. I guess I'll find out tomorrow when I get on the scales. I'm planning ahead and I'm definitely going to make next week a really good week.

I'm desperate to get my 10% goal, my mum an sister-in-law have both got theirs already and seem to be losing weight so much faster than me, I feel as though I've been at this plan for ages and have only lost 18.5 lbs since September. I usually do weight watchers till I've lost bout this much and then I start to lose interest. I'm really trying to make sure I keep going, I need to get to goal this week.

Also, I'm finding work very stressful nat the moment and being an emotional eater, this is making me want to stuff my face with naughty things that I shouldnt have (like pancakes). It drives me insane answering the phone all day and listening to other people complain, it's so irritating, I really dont care about other people's problems, especially when they are shouting at me.

I have created myself an exciting little mini-goal since I am going away with my boyfriend for Valentine's day to Chester, I would like to get down to a nice 12st 7lbs by then (which means losing 3.5lbs - easy!). It also sounds really really skinny to me, I cant remember the last time I was under 13stone!

NSV for today, my old manager came into the office and said I look very skinny!!
RESULT!!


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Fat Pictures ...

Check out these fat photos, I'm glad I don't look like this anymore ...

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RESULT!!!

What a great week, I have worked so hard having just 19points a day all week to try to get that Christmas weight off and I did it!! Lost 3lbs, I am really chuffed and I feel like I proper deserved it this week!

I am really loving the snow thats been going on, I'm so glad its started again!! More snowmen!!

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Post Christmas Weigh In ... Oh Dear!

Not so good unfortunately, although completely deserved, I gained 2.5lbs.
This has totally spurred meon to work harder, I relly want to get this back off again for next week, I think I'm gonna drop down a point and go for 20 points a day for the next week to try and boost my weight loss.

The good news is that I went back to the gym today for the first time in around a month. I had to trek through mountains of snow to get there and only got through about 30 mins before my mum rang me to tell me to come home cos it was snowing really heavy and she worries too much lol. I feel loads better just knowing that I've been and look forward to going again next week.

Hope evryone else had better weigh-ins this week

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Snow Day!

Well, had the day off work today as I couldn't get in due to public transport being rubbish and getting cancelled!

I've just been really bored as the weather's been too bad to go out anywhere so spent the whole day on my laptap - very productive lol. I'm off work again tomorrow as it's my day-off and I dont think I'd be able to get in anyway.

On the upside everything looks amazing covered in snow, I love it!

I had such a good time sledging on Christmas day (see pic), but it's just too depp for sledging, the most you can get out of it today is a snowball fight!

It's been a good day for the plan today, I've really stuck to it, I think it's so much easier when I am at home as I dont have colleagues tempting me with snacks or trying to get me to go to the pub for lunch. I also have plenty of healthy snacks in the house if I get peckish
I'm supposed to weigh in tomorrow if I can get there through this snow, fingers crossed it will be a good one after Christmas

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Getting back on track

Well, the new year is here and it's definitely a chance to make a new start and I am definitely back on track with the plan from today. I've been shopping for some lovely low-fat food to eat nxt week at work and I've decided that eating out will not be on the cards for a bit. I'd really like to see a loss or sts at weigh in on Wednesday, so that will mean sticking to it 100% and no munching on left-over Christmas choccies or Mince Pies. Luckily most of our Christmas food has been eaten, mum did a good job and didn't buy too much so we won't be eating it til February lol.

I've done a lot of shoppingover the last few days and I've got myself some lovely new clothes including a pair of Skinny jeans and some lovely new tops. I'm having to throw out some of my old jeans that no longer fit me, it's such a nice feeling, I definitely want to carry on to the next size down, I can't wait to be a size 12-14.

Anyway, I hope everyone had a fab Christmas and hasn't put on too much weight!!

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