Bad Week!

It's been a bit of a bad week this week in terms of weight watchers, I think it's cos I such a good week last week, I guess I can only behave myself for so long. I've been feeling really hungry all the time and this weekend was particularly bad, I kept wanting to eat pancakes with chocolate sauce and ended up giving in twice (once on Friday and once on Sunday) I dont know how bad the damage is, I tried to pull it back yesterday and today, but I'm not sure if it has worked or not. I guess I'll find out tomorrow when I get on the scales. I'm planning ahead and I'm definitely going to make next week a really good week.

I'm desperate to get my 10% goal, my mum an sister-in-law have both got theirs already and seem to be losing weight so much faster than me, I feel as though I've been at this plan for ages and have only lost 18.5 lbs since September. I usually do weight watchers till I've lost bout this much and then I start to lose interest. I'm really trying to make sure I keep going, I need to get to goal this week.

Also, I'm finding work very stressful nat the moment and being an emotional eater, this is making me want to stuff my face with naughty things that I shouldnt have (like pancakes). It drives me insane answering the phone all day and listening to other people complain, it's so irritating, I really dont care about other people's problems, especially when they are shouting at me.

I have created myself an exciting little mini-goal since I am going away with my boyfriend for Valentine's day to Chester, I would like to get down to a nice 12st 7lbs by then (which means losing 3.5lbs - easy!). It also sounds really really skinny to me, I cant remember the last time I was under 13stone!

NSV for today, my old manager came into the office and said I look very skinny!!
RESULT!!


xxxx